Ok, so, this is where I complain about me. I was debating wether or not I should blog before going to bed. I am really tired but I decided to make a commitment so I will blog, even if no one reads it.
I wish vlogging was as easy a blogging. I am really disappointed on myself because I said that I would try to upload a video every day, but I suck at that. I suck at everything that anyone can suck at (except for a few things, but like any normal person I am only going to focus on the negatives because I'M A FRIGGIN TEENAGE GIRL GODDAMMIT!) I'm not actually a girl, and I don't want to be (girls are weird...)
Every time I try to record a video I have tons of ideas. My brain is always telling me cool things to talk about, but the minute I sit infront of that damn thing . . . poof. . . I go blank. It is really hard for me to start vlogging anyway. I am really shy around my family, but mostly I just want them out of my internet life. If they found all the stuff I have on the internet they would talk about it nonstop and that just makes me uncomfy. I just want to be alone. I want to skip a couple years to where I live by myself In a big city.
That is my secret dream. Being alone for at least two hours a day.
In other news, Dear Summer, I hate you. Please go burn in hell before you burn me. SCREW YOU!
I hate summer. It's hot, Stinky, and people go out of their houses and get in my way when I am trying to walk my dog. I like Autumn the best, then Winter. Spring and Summer can just suck it.
Ok, I'm going to bed now. See y'all whenever I come back. If you read the entire thing, leave a comment saying "macaroni" or something creative.
bye!
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